ashuhley94

and for some reason the time is weirdd. haha i changed the time zone but its still a couple hours ahead. >____<

EDIT : 2:07 pm. alex is here(:

EDIT : 4:13 pm. alex left(:

center(:
alrightttttttt. new song "/

bleckkk. i'm having problems. HAHA.
whatever.
anyways, life's going okay... i guess. i still need to get my freaking book i ordered from B&N but its not here yet. it takes like 4 or 5 days but its been like two weeks. -_____-
& i still need to do my packet.

hah i had a dream that i was in this huge mall/water park. lol i went down a slide, then went back up. and it was abercrombie. LMFAO. then i go down the elevator and theres ANOTHER a&f. hahahahha it was awesomeeee(:

my eye feels weird. feels like i have a lazy eye. it feels like its sagging but its not. HAHAHA wtf, i dont know.

okay. whateverrrr.

im not the type to get my heart broken, im not the type to get upset & cry.
 cause i never leave my heart open, never hurts me to say goodbye.
relationships dont get deep to me, never got that whole "in love" thing
and someone can say they love me truly
but at the time it didnt mean a thing.

my mind is gone, im spinning round, and deep inside
my tears i'll drown. i'm losing grip, whats happening
i stray from love, this is how i feel.

this time was different felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife, when you walked out of my life
now im, in this condition & i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart but no matter what
YOU'LL NEVER SEE ME CRYYYYYYY.

cause you're on the other side of the world..

lets center it today(:
alrightt. if you're reading this, OH DANG. haha i hope you dont.
but i must let it out. i like boon. yes. i still do. a lot. very much. it hurts. because i can't talk to him.
and no, i dont like james. he annoys me.
and now i dont know.. its confusing.

hopefully high school will be different. & i know james will ask me to be his gf. and sadly i'll say no..
but thats what happens righht?
life tough. love's a big part of the toughness. BLECK.
sucks.
it's just.. confusing ya knoww? probably not. i guess i am too boy-crazy. lmfao.
its not my fault. AHAH well it kinda is. i meet too many people through other people from glendale through the big, internet. hahah how do i know theyre not rapists? i dont. rofl. whatever.

gaaahhh i feel lonely. and my lips are chapped. probably from the hot sauce in my burrito today. hhaha chipotle is awesome(:


everyone, put up your hands and say "i dont wana be in love"

"i dont wana be in love"

aye....

xoxo, ashley<3