what can i do?
August 12 2008, 4:13 AM
i dont know, i really dont.
im drifting away from what once was.
i know he doesnt want to anymore. i just do.
so i have to let it go..
whatever, we'll just have to wait.
it was bound to happen sometime in the future, and it happened now.
its over, for good. its permanent this time, although i thought that when we were forced.
but this, this is for real..
JONAS BROTHERS ALBUM COMING OUT TOMORROW! OH MY JONASSSS (:
im so excited, its gona be sold out for like a week (x hahahahha its cause theyre that good.
well i guess my brother has a "girlfriend" and he says i have a "boyfriend" HAHA i do (x
and he does, lmfao. always & forever baby! (;
i wish i met selena gomez. shes so awesome, lol.
alrightyyy, byeeee~
ps, whats the plural of poop? my sister said "poops" HAHAHAHHAHAH that is the funnies thing i heard this year, lol >____<
this year is kinda, suckishh.
& you guys watching olympics? i am (: micheal phelps for swimming is SPECTACULAR. and so is shawn johnson for US gymnastics. wow, her teamates make mistakes in everything and she is flawless! if it wasnt for her they wouldnt have made 2nd place, hahahha (: shes 4'9 though.
so just there, i consider me a giant compared to her, LMFAO.
to other people im normal (;
hahahah okay this is bye.
another ps, new song (:
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i miss you
August 9 2008, 5:53 PM
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& diane hacked me.
& nuor will hack me.
& i will ask one other boy.
alex will make it dumb, HAHA ill probably ask geoffrey or somethingg.
eh, byeeeee..
ashley<3
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hehe (:
August 9 2008, 5:33 AM
hacks are fun (:
thanks boon, for the hack :D
keeping foreverrr<3
new song, by micheal buble. im gona put it on myspace later on.
"its you,
its you,
you make me sing.
your every line
your every word
your everything"
<3333
i need to meet him.
i HAVE to. or i will not live healthily.
hahahaha. knowing that i didnt meet him will make me die at an early age.
he should feel special, cause i give him more love than i do to ty ty (:
edit: its different now.
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alrighty
August 8 2008, 5:55 PM
ah, i couldnt really get to talk to him. but better than nothing righh?
i really missed him >______< i sound like a freaking child.. a child who missed her teddy bear.
and stared at it rolling around in the washer. and when it comes out shes all happy and excited and jumpy. and she covers the teddy with kisses and tight hugs.
i wrote a poem. kinda based on life.
its not that good.. but im gona enter it in a amatuer poetry contest. & theres $100,000 worth of prizes. in money. so maybe, just maybe ill get some moola(:
but its not good, HAHA. its i think 6 stanzas, 24 lines in total.
i wrote half of it during school then the other half a few nights ago. wishing he would come back. wishing i would be with him.
then that night i finished it i had a dream. that i was in japan asking random people where he was..
he told me, the first couple days he was there. that he was working in harajuku next to a toki doki store.
yeah, im FOR SURE he said that, but i cant find the comment where he did. i checked twice, every comment from my last 15 pages of comments >_____<
anyways, in my dream i went around asking people where that is. and i asked these guys first i was like "hey do you guys speak english?" HAHA and they didnt. so i walked away and asked these girls. and they told me where it was. but the stores were closed, and i was sad. and i didnt know what i wanted to do. ahhaha. then i woke up o____o
i couldnt sleep last night. not at all. i think i got two hours of sleep. :P i wanted to talk to boon but i didnt a lot and it was bugging me. whens the last time ill talk to him? i dont know.. "/
whatever, its not my fault i cant get over him..
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i cant stop missing you
August 8 2008, 5:10 AM
i cant stop missing you,
wish i was there with you,
i cant stop missing you,
no, no, no no.
godddd why'd you have to go. >___<
its been four weeks, almost five. and im MISERABLEEEE.
why, why whyy. ghey. "/
OMG YOU'RE HERE?!
hahhaha jomari just told me.
AHHHHHH! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ow my tummy. >_____<
alrighty, i shall go talk to boon(:
byee~
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