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ah, i couldnt really get to talk to him. but better than nothing righh?

i really missed him >______< i sound like a freaking child.. a child who missed her teddy bear.
and stared at it rolling around in the washer. and when it comes out shes all happy and excited and jumpy. and she covers the teddy with kisses and tight hugs.

i wrote a poem. kinda based on life.
its not that good.. but im gona enter it in a amatuer poetry contest. & theres $100,000 worth of prizes. in money. so maybe, just maybe ill get some moola(:
but its not good, HAHA. its i think 6 stanzas, 24 lines in total.
i wrote half of it during school then the other half a few nights ago. wishing he would come back. wishing i would be with him.

then that night i finished it i had a dream. that i was in japan asking random people where he was..
he told me, the first couple days he was there. that he was working in harajuku next to a toki doki store.
yeah, im FOR SURE he said that, but i cant find the comment where he did. i checked twice, every comment from my last 15 pages of comments >_____<
anyways, in my dream i went around asking people where that is. and i asked these guys first i was like "hey do you guys speak english?" HAHA and they didnt. so i walked away and asked these girls. and they told me where it was. but the stores were closed, and i was sad. and i didnt know what i wanted to do. ahhaha. then i woke up o____o

i couldnt sleep last night. not at all. i think i got two hours of sleep. :P i wanted to talk to boon but i didnt a lot and it was bugging me. whens the last time ill talk to him? i dont know.. "/
whatever, its not my fault i cant get over him..

In love